i need someone to help me decided, or somehow advice
is this worth $98? 2nd hand. its gold, and frikkin slim. you know, the sexiest thing compared to the one i have at home. fat pudgy and expensive.

daddy: i told you ALOT of times, that gadgets are best not bought 2nd-hand. wad if u buy it, and it crashes when you pay. no guarantee, no anything. even if its only a hundred, its still money! i wont even think of sponsering you 1/4 price! *walks away in a VERY annoyed way

mommy: if you're going to spend all ur savings on that, dont come running to me when you got no clothes to wear or have no money to eat. you think before buying. and how about ur sims pets? i thought u want that thing?

i was like.
HMMMMMMM... the sims pets is released a day before.... you know..... my birthday, and..... you know.... you... can like........

then she scowls at me, and qixuan walks away very disappointed.

YES! im thinking, im thinking REALLY hard.

my money is for SURVIVING the holidays! for going out, paying for chalets, buying christmas presents, topping up my stationaries supplies for yr 2007! not buying a CAMERA!

hundred dollars is not a small sum to me... 15 yr old girls are not rich... AT LEAST STILL POORER THAN THEIR PARENTS! right?!
i'll pray tt when im walking on the road, a hundred dollar note will fall from the sky. okay, lets not be greedy, 50 dollars is enough. fall from the sky in a box or wadever. i dont care if i suffer abrasions and head concussions. i just want the money.

sometimes i wish im not so gadget crazy, not such a design sucker. i go for anything gold, or white, and slim. with sexy curve edges, glossy surfaces, and it'll WHAM me harder than the sexiest hunk that appear in seventeen during the september issue.
maybe if i dont spend all my money on mp3s, cameras, speakers, earphones, games and all tt electronic crap, i would be a very rich girl you know. and i can buy myself nice clothes.

see, the fault does not lies with my parents not giving me enough money. they DO give me more than enough. i just dont know how to use it in a right way

TIME TO RESTRATEGISE!!!! *shuffles up sleeves as cymbal crashes*
maybe... doing odd jobs dont sound tt bad. but mommy doesnt allow me to work! she's grooming me into a qianjing tt stays at home and bind their feet.
i should be glad for tt.

but. how else can i get the money?
simple, just dont think abt getting a camera anymore. so much for a long long post. im being fickle-minded again.

you think selling handmade jewellery and scrapbooks is a good idea? i may be thinking of doing it, but i think nobody would buy them! i need money dude, HELP OUT!