gah! i went out with mujia, and lifen today! i satisfied my craving for noodle omelettes, and lifen taught me a little about orchard. see! friends are the loveliest!

and walking around seeing the most beautiful things in the store makes me want to buy everything. and it dawned upon me im really broke. not the brokest, but still broke.

lookie people. i have 10 bucks in my pocket now.
and i still need to get the christmas nonsence. and gatherings, and stuff like going out and spending money.

the better toy store is the sexiest toystore in the world.
like i said: it'll put toys'r us to shame. i wna be rich and buy stuff there, to build lots of miniature houses, stock up my pathetic noah's ark which only have 4 animals. i wana get fanciful colourful brooches, necklaces, and pins made of wood and bright plastics, to give people and make myself happy.

and i wana get new colour pencils, which my mother refused to, because she said they are, WAY TOO EXPENSIVE. im disappointed. but. i decide not to persuade her, cos it REALLY is way too expensive.

sigh. i guess the only way, is SAVING.
but how the hell do i save when i have NO ALLOWANCE.
im saddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
indeed, im very!

okay. so here it goes.
PAY ME TO BE YOUR _____ TODAY! i'll be good, i'll clean ur room, buy u food, fan your 24/7 and massage ur feet. i can look after babies, and fight off bullies. everything except doing ur homework.

then i'll be rich, cos everyone wants to hire me. (the biggest lie ever)

tts retarded, and i know it'll never work ):
it makes me even sadder. nobody wants me. and im broke.

nvm. think HAPPY THOUGHTS.
at least im living and breathing fresh after-rain air. tts the lamest and most uncomforting thing i ever said.