QIXUAN'S UNLOVED
Friday, December 08, 2006
mood: gaawwwkkkssss
music: my sister's noisy piano playing
music: my sister's noisy piano playing
im officially unloved
because im being bored, and nobody entertained me!!!!!!!!
nobody's tagging me, hence nobody reads me.
i have noone to talk to, and ive been dying with boredom the whole day. my sister's going for a sleepover means i have to sleep alone tonight! means monsters will catch me and eat me up, then i cannot go to feast on my daddy's bdae celebration anymore!
i want someone to listen and TALK TO ME.
as in talk in real life. not on the phone, not online,
because people that talk to me online reply me after 5 minutes.
lydia didnt reply my sms.
maybe she's not in singapore, i dont even know. im such a LOUSY friend. like LOUSY.
i want my mommy to buy me a new sketchpad. and i want rollerblades, so i dont have to travel a quater of singapore in a packed train just to get an hour of inproper lessons.
(i am being incredibly spoilt and bratty today so you should just ignore my behaviour and whining if you cant stand it) by all means (:
but you should just understand i am the sort of girl that goes berserk im lonely.
see, now im feeling unloved.
and i complained.
and complaining makes people love me less.
hence i am the MOST unloved person, EVER
i miss mujia.
i miss dionne.
i miss lydia.
okay, now lets think happy thoughts, and stop dwelling on my boredom.
im starting tuition soon. but my teacher dont seem to be... really keen on teaching that much. after she've been busy with her new school and nuts like that. poor her, she is busy. but then she cudnt have forgotten about me. that's just plain mean ):
i want to make sushi tomorrow, but my mother didnt allow me to. because she complained its expensive, since i want all the salmon and nonsence. it made me very sad. and she called me to do other better stuff instead.
see, my happy thoughts arent very happy after all.
what's life? i wonder.