when i saw him smiling at the kids;
i swore i saw the tear in his eye
it made me realise how much it hurt
and how much more to hide it inside.

this is for you, woman
stop being so fucked up selfish

im suffering from an eye infection
hence im gonna be a geek for... maybe weeks. and im happy. i'll pester for new glasses. i wana be a beautiful geek, not a real genuine, uglish one.


urbanmale sells something similar.
for 50 big bucks. tell me why.

the lights are out. the house is quiet.
i hear the tv, i hear the cars passing by
the atmosphere is, so totally amazing

and im still bright alert from that tinish cup of espresso i had about four hours ago.
my brains are acting wierd, i feel the smile creeping onto my face, i feel happy, really happy.
for nothing.

maybe i just feel lucky.
cos i can proudly say i have all i need, and i didnt think of you that way, not anymore.