when i say i feel like shit, its worse than being annoyed irritated angry or disgusted. anyhow, shit IS shit, not just a random word. if this makes any sense to you.

i went to school today with a bag full of junk.
but left two very important things at home instead.
my brain, and my mood.

i feel sorry for myself about how i felt today.

whatever it is. i know tomorrow will be a better day. and i promise i'll rmb to stash those two things into my backpack tomorrow.

i dont meant i want to be left alone.
i dont meant i want you to stop talking to me.
i dont meant i want you to stop caring.
but i told you, just go away.