you know something disgusting about me?

im annoyed by friends that ditch me halfway for no reason.
i feel angry when people think im stupid. treat me stupid, or make me feel stupid.
i have hallucinations at the back of my mind to stab her everytime i see THE stupid woman
i dont like it when my mother think im slacking the hell out of myself
i feel irritated when the world revolves a little too fast, and i have NO time for anything i deam meaningful in my life.

I FEEL IRRITATED, BECAUSE I CANT SEEM TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT.
i should find a purpose in life, a purpose more than studying kinematics and thinking about killing fugly shit that is not worth my time.