reflections with people that known you all ur life are good.

i was thinking back about the times when i thought kids that stay up till 3am outside are lucky, girls with short skirts and long rebonded hair were beautiful, thought that guys are always cute, and 4 dollars a day cant help me survive.

the times when i hated my family for being unreasonable, when i hated school cos teachers never understand, when i wanted to run away from some girl called 'myself'

im glad ive survived, im glad ive changed
im glad ive grown up. not alot, but good enough :D

im thankful to people that had made me change, wanted me to change, and watched me change
(when i typed that sentence, i was thinking abit out of wad i actually mean)

im thankful to teachers that nagged at me all day long about attitude, behaviour, failing grades, and my mother that nagged even more about the same things. people that struggled with my nasty shit all the time, and always forgive me for the mistakes ive done which is pretty lot.

i sound like ive just received some like the-best-girl-in-the-world award, and im giving out my speech. HAHAHA, so to spare you from cringing in your chair, i'll stop with this cheesy thing.



but i think if im a guy, i'll like a girl like taina.
if she reads this, she'll start getting all worked up. HAHA.

i miss people. i think missing people sucks, but it always happen. 24/7

the whoooole family will be out in the afternoon.
im so..... *you know wad i mean* :D