i got random and watch the movie confessions of a teenage drama queen
lindsay is such a sweetie. i really think she has this really special look. if im a famous fashion designer, i want a model that look like her.

i was just being wierd and cranky today. laughing myself silly at stupid things that are not funny, and the next moment sinking into a mad fit by smashing my head onto toilet walls and wetting myself with freezing water. after all that swings, ive decided all i need is just sleep.

only after some mediating, i realised wad was hell wrong with me. it was because i had spend my holidays almost meaninglessly. and now it made me feel like ive wasted every second of my precious glorious youth in the sunshine being a boring rotting fat little chicken at home.

no idea why a chicken, but i guess chickens are boring, so here's chicken for you!

if you are curious to the extend to know wad sort of lame things i was up to, i'll boldly confess i did stuff like learning to buffer nails and biting them off in the end, wasting time in long queues for balloons, finding 10 different ways to kill the ants that infested my desk, and going out with my family, only to end up coming home hurt and neglected.

had been enough the silly little girl that stays up late, hoping that at least something interesting would happen before the day ends. but usually end up resigning to my fate. thinking that i should just go to sleep, and tomorrow will be better.

i had such big plans for the holidays before, and now, tomorrow is going to be the last day, and there isnt anything i can say ive accomplished.

but at least im glad i didnt spend my holidays wasting tons of hard earned cash, and talking to weird charming boys that break hearts. that is one thing im very happy about my holidays.

i was dreaming about beautiful girls with wierd eccentric characters.
i think im all odd-up again.

lynette will probably say im too stressed over completing the holidays homework.
maybe, i am! deh.