if there's another way of saying i feel so fucked up right now. then i would use that word.
but there isnt anything that matches this citeria.

so there you go.
my life is like fuck now.

why?
cos im a stupid, intolerant, disappointing loser cum failure.
say whatever you want. i got better words.

i want to have my ezlink card back.
i want to have my chemistry textbook back.
i want to _________________________________

my mom is nagging like nuts.
there's art ca1 tmr.
ive upsetted people, and that makes me so numb. i dont feel like doing anything.

everything's in a big tangled mess. and i cant untangle it cos my brains are tangled as well.
you get the idea now.