im so exhausted now, my limbs are soggy, and my eyes burnt
and the shower made me feel better for only a short while, cos i feel the heat surging off me again.

heats always make me feel like shit, in and out.
and everything else dont make it any better;

other than lovely friends cheering, warm hugs of encouragement, and icecream bought with love, with a little laughter, and a little smiles.

i hope the world would stop for a little while.

and i can do something without worrying about embarrassing myself on sports day, the decos, failing my piano exam, fretting over syf, and midyears, which i have not really studied for. dragging tired body to school, and dragging it back home again.
its a routine i still have to do for years.

im hungry for a ride in a freezing cold bus, all the way at the back, in a snuggly jacket and some music in my ears.
where i can go on and on for hours, in a little space i call my own.