i wont be back very soon
because mommy was telling me that i should be hardworking and make use of time wisely from now :(

because ive told her again and again that ive messed up my midyears, she's not very happy and blamed me for playing a fool all year round.
now she wants me in the room, and studying

no, not that.
she wants me to be playing the piano.
yea, and cleaning up the mess i said i would before the midyears

im really really really really tired now.
like i-want-to-flop-to-the-floor-and-close-my-eyes tired.

but noone seems to say i deserve a break
maybe i dont :D for that, im not sure.

but i hope the world would stop yelling at me
maybe they should look around them and realise that the skies are a lovely deep orange today. or maybe notice the pleasant smell of the after rain.

my brother called me a madwoman.
its hurting ):

for many logical reasons, im not hitting the books for now yet.
i still have one more to go.