im sorry for neglecting this place in a while.

ive been walking around the house aimlessly for a few days.
its a stupid thing to do, but i just felt like it.

i remembered when i was young i used to thought that the sun and the moon was the same thing. like after the sun set, it would change into a different cloak and rise as a moon for the night.
then i sat at the playground some mornings wondering, why is the sun up, and yet the moon is still there. it troubled me a little, till science entered my life.

this few days have been filled with tormenting advices and demands on studying hard and getting into a good jc.
its times like this which will make you feel so small and uncertain.
trust me on that.