you should not bother telling me about your dreams on wanting to learn the guitar, drums, the piano, photography, drawing, painting and whatsoever, 'when you have time'. i like dreams, and i have dreams. i like people who dream, but not when they are trying too hard to impress. when you pile a million things up without a focus, you end up with nothing. and that's worse than anything else. it takes years to be good at something, not weeks, you need more than hardwork, you need passion, not just the desire to be cool, not just the desire to be admired. im not taken, at all. okay?

forgive the ranting, i just needed to get that off my chest.
today was a good day, though im dead beat from drawing a million christmas greeting cards to people i do not know.
they turn out really bad, but people don't seem to care. in fact they are impressed because they see me as a little kid. ahem.

i do not like grownups, they have this 'i-think-i-am-so-superior' air about them.
i cant believe i'll grow up to be one, one day.