Today the seniors came back and it makes me a little envious how much ahead they are in life already. they are in places im working hard now to be in, worries and art-consumed expressions off their faces. their sweet smiling faces.
they have conquered The Hell and their shoes are a much better place to be, than my tomorrow.

Tomorrow school starts. when i will seat in freezing LTs struggling to keep myself awake, and long talks on meeting goals, getting good grades, so and so. very soon the busrides in the morning will be my solitude and music my escape. i cant believe how old i will get. but ive decided this year, i will try to get as much sleep as possible and to always, always keep my spirits up.

when everything begins and goes on and on. its like the start of a marathon im forced to run. obese, naive me. so lack of determination.

Adrian Tan is rumoured to become my math tutor.
oh no, it cant be true. i will bang my head on the table in tears and wail like a banshee in the middle of math class :(
and he might look in surprise, and after awhile say,

will that math impaired girl get out of my class?

i will get strange dreams tonight