qixuan, i need to tell you something, but i think you wont want to hear it.

well, if you think i rather not hear it, then i dont want to hear it. but if you feel better when you say it out in my face, you say it, while i cover my ears

i covered my ears, but i didnt press it down hard enough.
and now i wished i really obeyed my conscience and shut my ears tighter,
shut away from everything uve said.

but its okay, it really is

my bro is out on his date and not back yet. my mom is worried and called me to msg him.
i did, and i sent him a really corny msg, im trying to imagine his reaction when he's reading it

it'll probably be funny cos he's in a gd mood, esp when he's out on dates.
boring, i want to go dating too.

today was a TOTALLY normal day. i just slack through the whole day, wasting time
watching princess hours.
going to the library just for fun.
spending money.
eating alot.
feeling guilty about not studying.
jogging and looking like a bullfrog

i decide not to watch princess hours because i dont like my handsome guy to suffer a tragic ending. so i shant watch him suffer. i feel so bad. yes im talking about yul.

now my mom is puzzled why i never like korean dramas, no matter how popular and interesting they are.
im puzzled too. cos i fell asleep when watching anything. even princess hours
i think im so amazing.

and im starting to think tt i look more and more like a bullfrog, esp when i jog.
aye, but everyone looks ugly when they jog anw, so who cares. i rmbed hearing the saying tt ugly people get the best guys. so i shall just dream on.

and something odd happened when i was jogging today. i was jogging in front of this. RATHER pudgy guy today, and then i was jogging really slowly, as usual. i jog frikkin slow la. so this guy overtook me when there was a bus going past. and on this bus was filled with secondary school guys and girls.

and the cheered for the guy tt overtook me
how wierd can the world get, but it kindof sprinkled a little fun into my boring life. well, at least its more interesting than urs now! (:

OMG, i hear the princess hours song playing on the tv again....