im going to get straight to the point
im dreading to fly. now. after periods of excitement and fervent enthusiasm, and rushing all around singapore to get whatever i need for the trip, and digging out money just to buy new clothes so i wont wear the same thing for 6 constituent days over there.

now on the final day, im DREADING TO FLY
i do not know why.

maybe i do. because im going to a faraway place, with noone i know, except aini.
maybe if mujia, syahidah, yiou, adlin, or whoever else is going along, maybe i would feel much much better, much much happier. at least i can go there, and be myself.
well, maybe meeting people arent tt bad. new friends, new things to learn. but it just makes people scared. and tts wad im feeling right now.

maybe i'll go out for a while, with whoever i can find to go out with. i regret not going for choir practice. because at least if i go, i wouldnt feel so lost right now.

i feel like im missing so many things. i feel so so unprepared.

but wadever it is, im just going to go there and pray.
cos i believe things wont turn out tt bad if i think it wont.

be tigger, be funshine. be enthusiastic, and fun comes along.