if you would give me three wishes.

i would wish that my daddy would be home more often
i want school to be less of such annoying shit
i wish people would understand how it feels within me.

i dont want my life to revolve just around school, school and more school.
i feel like ive lost my life, and im leading another that others want me to live.

if i still had my big box,
i would stay inside, and cry all day long.
but she told me im no longer a little girl.
and only little girls cry in big boxes.

but it didnt strike her that after little girls cry, the rain would stop
instead of living under the sky where the gloomy clouds reign forever.

this is so damn lovely.
im sorry uve chose to read it.