evanesence reminds me alot, about you.

i remembered ive always felt so strongly about being myself.
ive always wanted to have my own identity
ive always reminded myself not to follow in anyone's footsteps.
and be myself.

it was much before i met you.

i started to throw my westlife cds away, and think evanesence is cool
i kept away my dog-breed books, and bought the magazines that you like to read.
i drew the clothes that you wore, and told myself one day, i'll get them too.
i took away the spca posters on the wall, and pasted jamesbourne ones instead.
i stayed till 2am to catch a manchester united match.
i took away my cutesy animal figurines, and place in nothing.
my wishlist turned from 'puppy, stufftoys, name tinklets' to 'converse jacket, busted cd, op bag'

i wrote in my diary, 'one day i'll just be like you'
im glad someone held me back.

ure not a bad influence.
just someone i like alot, but too unlike me.
at least im back to who i am. :D

thank you.