i had the most, most most disturbing dream, yesterday, and today
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY HEAD *whacks it repetitously*

it was the most confusing dream about everything, with everyone.
with my primary school teacher, one primary school FRIEND, to my family, to 4A, to nonsensical people that are there just to confuse me.

i recalled sitting behind the screen, looking on some nonsense shit with lydialiao sitting next to me.
like for a really long time to what seems like almost an hour, i asked her, 'you know this feeling dont you?'
'yea' she replied.
'thank you'


dreams sometimes seem so real that you forgot the real thing
i have the wierdest dreams when im running a fever, i tell you.