i like good music, especially when i am confused.
cause songs make me feel a particular emotion, and makes me forget,
its like finding peace in confusion.

level camp ended with a happy note
like my sight reading, atrocious at the beginning, but ending its last chord perfectly.
its almost magical that people mind's can change in an hour, and how little it takes to feel affection, and yes, attachment.

my computer screams, 13% battery life left.
and sarah brightman is playing, softly, because sister is asleep.
brother drones on in the room next door, on the phone which links him to his everything.

i could see the stars from her place, but not mine,
maybe its too bright, i remembered saying.

i remember too much, and i absorb too little, at least for now.
i should learn to be less afraid.