senseless.
today was a day of false chaos, impulsive goal-settings, and making stupid choices.

i ought to face the wall and reflect on why i am so unreceptive.
but its a matter of choice to accept it :p

but honestly i feel that people should not just assume that we are 16 year olds who have no goals in life,
nor should they underestimate our dreams to be things that we make fun of.
although we are younger, it gives them no right to think that we lack passion in life as much as they do so.

they think their silly little gimmicks would change our lives,
by making us charge like bulls and thinking that the setbacks we might face later in life can be compared.

like tiak said, tears of intimidation is being mistaked for tears of enlightenment.
and seriousness, is only seen through solemnity.

i held back my emotions today!
but to all those people i have thought for 6seconds and held back my anger for, i thought for another two hours and decided that holding back was wrong.
so, fuck you! (WHEE)

i learn nothing from today, except that pushing too hard gives u bruises.
and, do not fight.