the aepers are home, and yes im very glad.
u know how frigging much i missed ur the day ur walked off into the departure halls, and im left behind with UR parents and only poor Chanel to understand the sad feeling. the whole place just became silent and died down, and we could see but not hear u any longer. and of course after a while, we dont see u too. oh god, u guys owe me a compensation.

the cold weather today is making my head ache, its making all the lights around me dance, and i have no idea what is going to help.
definitely not sleep, because i had tons of them. for like days in a row.

i cant think dont make me think.
its killing me like seriouslllyyyy... :(